I was an emotional basket case.

Tennis is what I do and is part of who I am.

I mean, I feel like just a new person completely.

It doesn't matter whether I qualify or wildcards.

Now a lot has changed and I can separate a lot of things.

What I want out of tennis is not necessarily just winning.

People want to hear what I have to say and respect what I say.

But, you know, I just want to play well and have fun playing well.

Yes, I made mistakes by rebelling, by acting out in confused ways.

Coming back after the layoff, I wasn't really sure what to expect.

I'm happy with what I've done but it's a challenge to try to win more.

I mean, obviously, a lot of people know me around the world. Kids know me.

Dreams do come true if you keep believing in yourself. Anything is possible.

This is the hardest thing I've ever done. The rehab has not gone as expected.

I feel life I've started a new chapter in my life, and I need to live the past behind.

To win Grand Slams you have to be in the right frame of mind, the right physical shape.

I feel like I've started a new chapter in my life, and I need to leave the past behind.

You have to block everything out and be extremely focused and be relaxed and mellow too.

I know there is much mystery, much question to what happened, and I must also say, many lies.

She [Serena Williams] played some great shots, but so did I, and that was the only difference.

I just want to get to the level where I can say that that's my level, just try to play well, get up there.

It wasn't my tennis that made me lose, it was a lot of different things going on, high drama, high emotion.

Forget about tennis, I was scared to open my mouth. I didnt even feel worthy of saying something and not sounding stupid.

I had an instinct before and maybe now I don't have that instinct as much as knowing what to do, what shots to hit, where to place the ball, things like that.

You know, I'm confident before I go out and play a match that I know, you know, I've put in the work and like I feel confident that I am going to go out there and play well.

I do still have some of the experience from playing, but it's been so long since I've been out in those quarters, semis, finals, the important final matches, just against the top players.

Let me say that the path I did take for a brief period of my life was not of reckless drug use, hurting others, but it was a path of quiet rebellion, of a little experimentation of a darker side of my confusion in a confusing world, lost in the midst of finding my identity.

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