I was supposed to be having the time of my life.

Hour by hour, day by day, life becomes possible.

Cheers for spring; for life; for a growing soul.

Perfection is terrible; it cannot have children.

Perfection is terrible, it cannot have children.

I am disabused of all faith, and see too clearly.

My flesh winced, in cowardice, from such a death.

I ride earth's burning carousel. Day in, day out.

Only I wasn't steering anything, not even myself.

I am I-I am powerful, but to what extent? I am I.

Joy:show joy & enjoy: then others will be joyful.

I started adding up all the things I couldn't do.

I lean to you, numb as a fossil. Tell me I'm here.

Nothing stinks like a pile of unpublished writing.

Worse even than your maddening song, your silence.

God, how I ricochet between certainties and doubts.

I wanted to be where nobody I knew could ever come.

People or stars Regard me sadly, I disappoint them.

I have a violence in me that is hot as death-blood.

I felt dull and flat and full of shattered visions.

I, to you, am lost in the gorgeous errors of flesh.

I've begun to think like a Jew, to feel like a Jew.

I get into a rut, unable to yank my mind out of it.

I desire the things that will destroy me in the end.

I have taken a pill to kill The thin Papery feeling.

I am terrified by this dark thing that sleeps in me.

Let me live, love and say it well in good sentences.

The blood jet is poetry and there is no stopping it.

A skeptic, I would ask for consistency first of all.

Love life day by day, color by color, touch by touch.

So I kiss him, and there is the great dark sea ahead.

Intoxicated with madness, I'm in love with my sadness

Jealousy can open the blood, it can make black roses.

I felt like a racehorse in a world without racetracks.

Please, I want so badly for the good things to happen.

I never feel so much myself as when I'm in a hot bath.

Happy! That is indefinable as far as states of being go.

The blood of love welled up in my heart with a slow pain.

It is awful to want to go away and to want to go nowhere.

England offers new comforts. I could write a novel there.

And I sit here without identity: faceless. My head aches.

My worst habit is my fear & my destructive rationalizing.

A ring of gold with the sun in it? Lies. Lies and a grief.

A psychiatrist is the god of our age. But they cost money.

The more hopeless you were, the further away they hid you.

Even amidst fierce flames the golden lotus can be planted.

I, love, I am the pure acetylene virgin attended by roses.

But writing poems and letters doesn't seem to do much good.

What I fear most, I think, is the death of the imagination.

The man creates a pseudonym and hides behind it like a worm

Share This Page