I wake up in the morning and ask myself; is life worth living? Should I blast myself?

If that's what the court can do, then punish me more then I've been punished already.

It's a struggle for every young Black man. You know how it is, only God can judge us.

My life is in denial. And when I die, baptized in eternal fire, I'll shed many tears.

I looked up and all I saw was blue lights. If I die tonight, I'm dying in a gun fight.

I got love for my brother but we can never go nowhere unless we share with each other.

Behind every sweet smile, there is a bitter sadness that no one can ever see and feel.

I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND THIS SOCIETY! First they try to murder me then they lie to me!

Will I, succeed, paranoid from the weed and hocus pocus, try to focus but I can't see.

It's kinda hard to be optimistic, When your homies lying dead on the pavement twisted.

I just put out a hardcore double album. Next I'm gonna put out an introspective album.

In a position to make a difference, politicians and hypocrites they don't wanna listen.

You get time to appreciate things. Perspective, you start looking at things differently.

I smoke blunt to take the pain out and if I wasn't high I'd probably blow my brains out.

I guess cause i'm black boy, I'm supposed to say 'peace', sing songs, and get capped on.

Dear mama, yo baby boys doing fine tell the homies I'm in heaven and they aint got hoods.

Everything in life is not all beautiful, not all fun. There is lots of killing and drugs.

When you do rap albums, you got to train yourself. You got to constantly be in character.

I stop and stare at the younger, my heart goes to 'em, they stressed out and goin' under.

Will my enimies flee when they see me? Belive me, even thugz gotta learn to take it easy!

You dont know me, you just met me, well if i couldnt have it..silly rabbit, why ya sweat me

Somebody help me, tell me where to go from here cause even Thugs cry, but do the Lord care?

And now i'm like a major threat, 'Cause I remind you of the things you were made to forget.

I'd love to go back to when we played as kids, but things change. And that's the way it is.

They say it's the white man I should fear, But it's my own kind doin' all the killin' here.

Got shot 5 times but I'm still breathing... living proof there's a God if you need a reason.

I'm tryin to make a dollar out of fifteen cents It's hard to be legit and still pay tha rent

I put the pistol by my head, and say a prayer. I see visions of me dead, Lord are you there?

So many other things for us to see, Things to be, Our history so full of tragedy and misery.

I remember Marvin Gaye used to sing to me, He had me feelin' like black was the thing to be.

You know it's funny, when it rains it pours they got money for wars, but can't feed the poor.

Role is something people play, model is something people make, both of those things are fake.

To all the seeds that follow me protect your essence, Born with less, but you still precious.

And did you ever stop to think that im old enough to go to war but i aint old enough to drink.

All the Hennessy and weed can't hide, the pain i feel inside, its like I'm living just to die.

Yellow M&M's don't move with green M&M's. I mean, you don't put M&M's peanuts with M&M's plain.

Even as a little seed, I could see his plan for me. Stranded on welfare, another broken family.

And I... started off dumb, raised by the hoodrats, listen to the radio wishin that i could rap.

How many niggas want to be involved, see I was only talking Biggie, but I'll kill all of y'all.

Recollect your thoughts don't get caught up in the mix ,cause the media is full of dirty tricks.

Should we cry when the pope dies, my request we should cry if they cried when we buried Malcom X

If you let a person talk long enough you'll hear their true intentions. Listen twice, speak once.

Of course I'm going to say "I'm a thug" that's because I came from the GUTTER and I'm still HERE!

Money made me evil, court cases got me stressed Niggaz aimin at my head but I still wear my vest.

That's what I am, America's nightmare. I am what you made me, the hate and evil that you gave me.

Set me up, wet me up, niggas stuck me up... Heard the guns bust, but you tricks never shut me up.

How could you do me like that I took ya family in put some cash in ya pocket made you a man again

But please don't cry, dry your eyes, never let up Forgive but don't forget, girl keep your head up

Now the whole worlds calling me a killer all I ever did was try to reach the kids with the realer.

I never killed anybody, I never raped anybody, I never committed no crimes that weren't honorable.

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